Colleen, of whom there has only been one and shall never be another, my beloved sister and friend, who came from light--from the Source--has now, last night, returned to the light. Or that is my hope. We are a family in pain, but take solace in knowing Colleen's suffering is no more. I would crawl on my hands and knees in the desert for a a thousand days and nights and more if that would bring her back. But that is not an option. I don't know why. Our mother says maybe we're not supposed to know why. This grief lay in wait for us who deeply love Colleen from the moment Colleen's wonderful blog began. Grief at the ending we hoped would never come, never close in. Dear Colleen, I hope you don't mind this addendum to your final entry. I just looked at its date. You last wrote exactly one month ago today. There is a hole as big as the universe here without you. Please let me know, somehow, you're still close. Forever yours, Mignon